sorie for e late update..

last2 fridae wwas my last BCLS n alhamdulillah i PASS!! yahoo!!!
thnkx to all teachers for guiding us n WELL DONE classmates tat u guys had PASSED excluded e 2nd attempt or 3 attempt.. e veri important thing is tat everyone PASSED!! huurraaii!!!

1 more wk til exam n thing started to change during e rest of my skol term for tis semester.. i frankly i want to sae tis for tis semester 2.2 isnt my best semester.. although im smiling from outside but inside im havin a breakdown.. bfore tis semester approach i been wishin us to be together like e old times but things change.. maybe fate had decided for us to not able to be together i suppose.. hmm.. overall it I DUN NOE..

main focus is my study... i had enough of cryin n being moody n upset over tis.. n how i wished i didnt appeared in u guys life.. i dun blame ani of dem.. it jus tat y cant we be e same like old daes.. u noe e truth n i noe e truth too..

my headache started back alreadie.. n now fastin mth i hav to be strong.. as long as u re happie im happie.. no matter wat u still my -------- forever even if u dun label me -------- like e old times n no matter wat i will still kept e fun n enjoyable moments of our togetherness..

to those 2 friends : i glad tat i hav frens like u guys tat i can count on..
to 1 friends: i juz wish everting will be normal like old times.. n aso im glad to be ur fren..
to 3 friends: i cherished every moments tat i had w u guys.. u gyus r like my sisters which i could count on, shared prob, crack some jokes n had each other shoulder to lean on wen :( or :).. n i luv u guys.. saranghe!!

e outcome is tis is a best gift: our great friendship!!
tat's all for now..

saranghe!! :)

Start with a SMILE , Wednesday, August 19, 2009.

basicallie todae juz finished doing BCLS for part one still got part @ on tis cuming fridae..
thought tat it might be tough but after doin it i felt easy as long as u noe e sequence of the method..
was fun aso doin it.. but aso tiring.. hope to pass tis BCLS module w flying colours..

todae at my home got kenduri for ending of naji.. oo lala got verry delicious food yummie2 thought of bring food tomoro but c how la..

adios!! :)

Start with a SMILE , .

last sat wass fun.. most of us brought food from home..
sum went bladin but sum didnt.. it will be fun if most of us blading together2..
oh ya.. met joe at ski-runner was so happie to c him coz so long nvr met him.. too bad ivan isnt around.. haha..

oh ya last mondae at around 4+ i heard sumone cried at my house.. didnt dare to look around but bfore tat i did wake up n looked at my alarm clock didnt heard aniting.. onlie heard after i sleep back.. i juz ignored e crying thingy..

hmm.. tomolo is BCLS.. cant wait but aso felt nervous n scared n i juz finished studyin my BCLS notes.. insya allah everyone in my class pass... includin me.. insya allah.. amin..

got to go n slip..

Start with a SMILE , Saturday, August 15, 2009.

"anyong hasayeo :D"
yesterdae is eqa burfdae.. n todae we gonna go ECP to gather..
ermm.. im gonna bring egg mayo.. yum2.. haha..

n i tink im gonna havin fever soon.. my head r goin round2 i mean im havin headache for the past few weeks n im down w running nose n my body r like cramp2 like tat.. haizz.. thought of not going to ECP due to tis not feelin well but i promise her alreadie so yup2 im gonna go..

well update later.. :P
adios!

Start with a SMILE , Monday, August 10, 2009.

first of all i juz wanna wish HAPPIE NATIONAL DAE to all..
& aso to my dear mum HAPPIE BURFDAE to u..

aniwae yesterdae was a blast performance. i enjoyed very much but i dun enjoyed e headache.. i was tahan e pain for e rest of e dae.. till now my temple muscle is painful rite now.. well basicallie im goin to go my grandma house later..

yesterdae was a bit angry n frastrated.. i was tryin to find e reason of why people felt sad or senyap.. my intention were gd but certain people juz doesnt care if ur intention were gd or bad.. if i done sumting tat hurt ur feelings or offended u do let me noe coz nowdae i dun reallie realise wat mistakes i did.. if i did sumting wrong im sorrie..

to yul im sorie for finishing ur drinks.. n if u felt pain pls go c doc n prescribed ur medcine to ease e pain.. sorie
to eqa sorie for leftin u alone walkin by urself.. i was frastrated.. sorie
to rinah pls if u had any prob do let me noe or my mistakes aso let me noe.. as u promised tat no secret between us..

as for me i remembered wat i tink, i tink of lots of think.. tat i dun wanna elaborate..

got to go..

Start with a SMILE , Friday, August 7, 2009.

sorie for e late update..

currently now im juz doin my own thing didnt bother to know anytink bout dem at all.. oh ya yesterdae mornin i told my mum tat sumone borrowed money from me n my mum ask who n i said sumone la.. im kind enough not to tell my dad bout other stuff.. dem n me is like totallie a STRANGER n i dun tink im like part of their life.. dem see onlie my mistakes but dem didnt even see their own mistakes.. it reallie2 s--k.. n i hate it.. but didnt noe tat if dem enjoy playin tis game which can realie2 hurt me or others.. dem sae im self centered but i tink tat dem r more self centered.. i didnt made FAKE PROMISES to dem but one of dem made alot of FAKE PROMISES to me.. i kept all e one of e dem secrets from FH.. im tryin to change for bettar but its seem like it didnt werk at all dem tinks i got attitudes towards dem.. den how.. so irritating..

honestly i totalie had enough.. i wan to settled but seem like didnt wan to settled.. wan to kept tis ting in e air juz floatin around.. wen to game like tat.. haizz.. rite now i hav to focus on my studies n my health.. been havin headache alot due to all of tis b------t..

..gonna stop all my tears n thoughts for dem2.. totallie had enough..

got to go n sleep..

Start with a SMILE , Thursday, July 23, 2009.

yesterdae went home around 6 or 7 plus like tat.. got scoldin from mum bcoz of baju.. was shocked coz i didnt even wash those clothes n i get scoldin from her.. i told sae to her tat it wasnt me whu wash those clothes maybe sum other people go n wash it n she even sae tat im self-centered alwaes tink bout myself.. n it is totally nit true coz if im a self centered person i wouldnt help dem in washin dishes foldin clothes keep food for those whu reached home late.. felt like hopeless coz they alwaes win w alot of lies.. dun wan to be responsible at all.. oh ya didnt talk to both of dem.. cant believe tat i once save dem ass from gettin into big trouble n tis is how they pay me back such an hypocrite reallie2 tis type character tat people hav i reallie2 HATE it so much.. how i wish i didnt exist in their world or life.. im alreadie sick of all these childish tingy.. argh!!!

oh ya early2 in e mornin i was upset tryin to find my wallet but couldnt find it in e end i found it.. so reached home n told mum tat sumone hide it or waitin to giv me back.. n i juz cant believe tis at all... n i breakdown at skol.. coz i kept on tinkin bout wat happened.. seem like dem wan me to be their enemy..

for now i didnt talk to dem neither look at dem coz e hate tat dem pour out seem to gif me even more hate at dem.. but i juz remind myself to ignore dem juz leave dem alone..

in order to get a RESPECT from people, u nid to RESPECT people back regardless of RACE, RELIGION or AGES..

got to go slip..